Uncharacteristic silence - Novacaine For The Soul
Apr. 3rd, 2011
09:37 pm - Uncharacteristic silence
The agony and the ecstasy of having a day off. The reality of being an adult is that having a day off from a job does not necessarily equal having nothing to do, the list of things to be done is growing exponentially. I am grateful for the lovely weather today, even though I was chained to my desk writing words upon words.......That being said, I should graduate to the meatier stuff of this post, even though I'd prefer not to. I think I'm drowning; drowning in obligation, in debt, in uncertainty, in heart break. I was doing well for a while, but I'm not progressing anymore. I'm stuck, it feel eerily like wading through muck, except that I'm standing still; completely and utterly motionless. I'm not really like this, I'm probably plight less. I feel crippled and slow, for the agony I'd rather know, cause I'm blindsided.