My brilliant fear - Novacaine For The Soul
May. 18th, 2010
10:24 pm - My brilliant fear
I am certain that I'm in the clutch of some crippling emotion, but for the life of me I can't recognize which emotion it is. But it does coincide with the arrival of a certain someone, that was long forgotten because of distance and time and my unwillingness to continue in his company. This emptiness is persisting, so I am certain that there is something that I'm searching for.
It's comparable to standing on the bough of a ship while feeling the waves crashing against me. There's a plan and I'm always working towards it, but I nevertheless feel as though I'm stuck in limbo and being back here feels like purgatory.